i don't know why i did it.

The judge asked me who I wanted to stay with. Even though my younger sister wanted to stay with my dad, I felt pressured to stay with my mom because I felt bad for her. I told the judge I wanted to stay with my mom, and my sister had to go with me. After my mom had “won” the hearing, she celebrated in the lunchroom of the courthouse with her boyfriend, the lawyer, and me and my sister. My sister and I could only feel guilty about leaving my dad with tears streaming down his cheeks.